I just can't control myself anymore.. every silence moment by myself i would just cry. i just feel a very deep sadness in whatever i do now... i feel that i am too blessed with parents who are ever so supportive of me. seeing me so stress up, they cant help but ask me to see how it goes for this sem.. if i really can't, then perhaps its time to start work. i dont want them to worry about me when i start uni, but it seems like i failed greatly. i just can't control myself. my parents have been very nice and tolerant of me now... but i just can't bring myself to make them stop worrying for me.
sometimes, i just wish that i am not on this earth.. i am such a burden and trouble to my parents and friends and lecturers.
my current state just equates me to a useless person..
God, please tell me what should i do.
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