A good day to blog about...
frankly speaking... i havent been in touch with the Lord eversince Kim left Sg as a long term missionary to Cambodia in 2009.
Recent series of things has hit me hard and then it was at this point of helpless and desperate stage i started to turn to God's word again. i guess it happens to most of us sinful people that when only shit happens, that we start turning back to the Lord.
The Lord is ever patient to us. Abba Father is ever so loving, ever so merciful.
I have forgotten about faith and prayers with the great things in life.
I still struggle about having quiet time and praying. but am trying my best.
So even with faith as small as mustard seed, we can even move mountain. i experienced it today.
Have been keeping my ah gong in prayer now. Doc says he has only 3 months to live. he almost left us on sun. but currently he is out of critical condition. Thank God for His healing hands.
This semester though something happened back home, ironically i met a lot of good profs, many are willing to help and re very patient.
Not to mention that my internship at one of my dream companies has been realised and will commence in May. i just hope i can pull through the mental turmoil from sch and from home.
Sometimes i think i just worry my mum. there was once when i was talking on the phone via an earpiece. she rushed into my room, thinking i went bersak with the school work. it was then i realised that how worried my mum is over me. i dunno, i am trying hard to study now for my dream career and i aim to earn enough to bring her overseas frequently in future. that;s not too much of a request i hope :/ i just think that sometimes i am not working hard enough... some people can just sleep with 3 hours everyday so that they have time to study... i really hope i can do so but i just realise that my body cannot take it anymore. have tried doing that for the past few days and all my headaches and symptoms appeared. have been on panadol again :(
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