God, help me.

Life has been rough recently... but then.. in times like this... i was able to see who truly cares.

my poly lecturer has been so nice. in fact, sometimes he just feel like a dad to me. always asking how i am doing, and worrying whether i have enough money. always so supportive of what i am doing now. recently, he has helped me to borrow a couple of reference books for me from sp library and delivered the books personally to my hall. He even packet a subway dinner for me as well when he came. He has even referenced me to intern with ST aero in this airshow with the st vice president as he knew of my interest.

then recently another poly lecturer asked my bestie about me. and he got me free tix to go for air show tmr with them. i m very looking forward to it now.

i almost wanted to give up on studying cox of recent happening and i really couldn't focus... but what happened yst made me stop and think twice... my lecturers, they are always so supportive of me till this day. if i just give up due to some family reasons, i ought to be ashamed of myself. is as if God is reminding that there are people out there who still care for me.

Life is not always a bed of roses.... esp when u thought u have a lifelong asset which turns out to be a joke at the end of the day. i guess i focus too much on the worldly desires and items. everything should point to God in the end so that we do not need to fear of losing anything.