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I don't know why.. but i am tired of rejecting people.

Ever since he left, i am not completely left on the shelf.

along the way there were some rejections.

This time i really met this person.. whom... i don't know how to say.

but i shared with my mum. she is leaving to me to decide. she told me if i going to keep on rejecting people, in the end i will be a lonely old hag.

I don't know. i am confused. i don't know what to do now.

My  桃花运has been rather lousy all these while. but my roomie has always asked me to keep being positive and always used her past RSs as examples for me. her bf is really good to her now. happy she found one such good partner. but still for me, i still in doubt of my own.

aiya! i really don't know. The time he left me was the time i told myself to buck up and perhaps at least graduate well before i venture into a new chapter of RS. Anw, that is what my daddy wish for me to do too.
我真的不知道啦！