I somehow feel that God has a reason for every season.
He put me to a wake up call by witnessing my ex's new girl and the mr good guy whom i let go last year has just recently attached. Got to know this only today from his good friend.
Was really surprised that even people like me are being acknowledged for this valentines when i am really not expecting much at the moment.
I will pray about it. But this time, there's really nothing to hold me back with regards to r/s, well..no more of such thing like what the past experience and bla bla bla...maybe school work but it is just gonna be there for a few more months.
I didn't want to receive the second gift from the sender because i really really treat him as a good friend... he was really socially awkward when we first met as lab partner in ntu, but i've managed to help him become better now :) he knew he didn't stand much chance but insisted i accept his gift as a form of friendship.. even though he knew i didn't prepare his (because i really didnt wan to give him the wrong impression.) it was after much persuasion by him that i accepted it although the gift was too expensive in terms of friendship. Well, as for the first one, let time and God tell... this first sender came really unexpectedly somehow, definitely not from ntu. Sometimes, i would even tell myself this guy is just too good to be true or simply, people like me shouldn't deserve such a nice guy. or whether he is an expert in this region cox everything about this guy and the thing he does, is really just too good (in my opinion), not perfect cox afterall we are human but as of now, i sometimes wonder if he is 情场浪子！hopefully, there will be some chance that i can intro him to my friends soon and let them do the "scanning" .
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