Tired

I feel as if I am getting rather old even though I am only in my early twenties.

Spell of giddiness is becoming more often and my back bone is getting worse.

I know i should go for a full body check-up but at the same time fear that i would have to live in fear for the illness i know.

but as of now, with my body able to function normally but weakly, I will strive to do my best.