Tuesday, November 20, 2012

just tell me whether the 3 yrs of sacrifice is worth my time

time and time again.. it is due to such situation that i come before the Lord feeling helpless and hopeless. but time and time again, it is through such times i witness His strength and power.

Lord, i hope not to grow close to you in this way. this is really painful.

I miss my home, i miss my family. but the moment i go home during sch term.. i cannot control myself. To drop from top to bottom is not easy but Lord, let me change my perspective on this worldly expectation.

I am so emotionally and mentally tired of this. why everything has to base on cert. why cant we just clock experience from working and gaining relevant knowledge along the way, it is much more practical. why cant i enjoy what i am learning?

Sorry Lord at times for my disobedience and for not trusting you enough.

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